productive weeks ahead

okay. before the next semester begins, i shall fulfill my days with many activities to avoid depression and boredom. the empty slots are now filled with plans to watch a play, catching up with old friends, making new friends, retaining present friends, attending weddings and engagements, ... spending MORE time with the family, becoming best friends with books and the cinema as well as avoiding food. hahaha yummy ones...oh and working out.. ? (pffttt.. yeah!)

Dear cough.. please go away.. I need my voice back.. It's difficult to remain silent for a longgggggggg time. haih.

done with glee

okay. enough of GLEE! The FlashMob was super fun. Never ever thought that I'd be jiggy-ing in the middle of a shopping complex.... like Gardens especially. The spirit was amazingggggggg.. there was some unity, bonds and friendships among us and that it stuck to us for days and days to come. Twas a beautiful memory consiting of laughter, smiles, hugs and laughs among every one, big, small, young, and old, all of us became friends.. good friends. Everyone was so well behaved! :) We're the rising generation on Malaysia today and we shall strive for the betterment of our future and the country. ( yes. I am patriotic, sometimes.....). Can't help myself staying up late til 2am and still grooving to the dance steps. It's addictive and also a good exercise for the body.

well.. as I was singing to Somebody to Love..

Somebody To Love lyrics found at elyricsworld.com

I reminded myself.. "dear Ili, dia tak suka kat kau pun. he's just being friendly and nice. macam langit dgn bumi kot kau dgn dia!!!!!! FIX YOURSELF FIRST, physically, mentally and emotionally! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! You're not smart or pretty enough for him. capiche?! .... capiche.. ;::::::::::::::( ".

Flyday!

AWESOME #3 Rehearsal yaw!

credits to the owner of the pic! :) (i don't know who u r.. haha sorry.. ;D )

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Yes I still have the Flu and Fever! Great!

my sot set sot set day

Last night's gleeking session was awesome! It's a pleasure to dance like an ape, and no one gives a damn of what u're doing. They only focus on fun fun fun fun and more fun. :) It's like a carefree world out there. ;) Well, there's another rehearsal tonight! and yes I'm so looking forward to it. Come on aunts, uncles, paps, grandmas, kids, teens whoever... join the glee madness... if you're not into glee, think of it as a great cardio work out eyyy? or a chance/opportunity to look at leng chais n leng luis. ;D

OBC was great as well..did the Tabata today... sakit kaki sakit tangan tu normal la. Ain't complaining though... but I'm gonna brag that LC AO commended on my sit ups. His words were " Very good sit ups!". This doesn't happen very often to me in OBC just yet. so to get one is GREATTTTTT! I feel well motivated.. but yeah, shoulder push ups still sucked big time. how the hell do u di it.. ? urghhhh

I'm down with a really really bad flu today! urgh. However, hope you people out there are doing fine! ;)

May

Iron Man was okay for me. Wasn't that gaga about it as I didn't watch the previous one and i'm not so into super heroes saving the world hype. However, Ms Scarlett Johansson was amazingly prettyyyyyy and cantik! haish. So I've dared myself to reach Seal by next month.. (InsyaAllah), and to join the delta recruits soon. I cheat too much. hahaha.

One of my mission this year to to open up to people. I'm open when it comes to conversations but I'm kinda reserved when it comes to sharing my personal issues/feelings to another person. I think, anyway. Meet new people, make new friends, expand the network... yah.. maybe I'll learn to be more confident with myself by then. Not to forget... Him.... bersyukur ili..... and learn to be patient. kan?

;) May's starting off pretty well for me. new agendas in life which motivates me to go further.  May every month be May.

Tantalizing Tuesday

okay. today is no blogging day. just random notices.

1. SOMEHOW... I'll try my VERY VERY best to transform myself from a Ranger to a Seal!!! [This is a must.. but God knows when I'm gonna reach my target..boy's a Delta now (like wow!!!!!!!!!.. terrel seyh this one), unc. zamree's a Seal (legendary adidas socks helped him thru this one... he said.. =P ) . I'm tempteddddddddddddd! ].. Hooyah!

2. Glee's flashmob rehearsals' tonight. 8-11pm @  the Gardens. To go or not to go?! Most probably going...  = )

3. Signed up @ sunlight ______________ ! (again!).. a motivation booster. I'm turning into a fitness buff.. okay not buff.. but freakkkkk!... shucks.

4. Almost done with my "Twenties Girl" novel.

5. Nak Sushi Zanmai!~ (oh.. and plan something for Mum's day this Sunday! think think think )

** wondering why was there a lorry and a motorcycle at her neighbour's house at 5.30 am..... and they were carrying furnitures and sofas.... i wonder...were they stealing something?

random fact

I want you...

I want you...

I want you...

I want you...

I want you...

Oh God I want you...

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but I know I can never have you.... 


just because...

('04-'06) xoxo.